Friday, November 26, 2010

Propellerhead Reason On Psp

Delitto e fastidio.

not without effort, the few words he wrote on the piano closed. Insistent in the dust, with the index uncertain. He left what looked like a solemn epitaph and perfect, a great cry for a start like that. He pulled the curtains. He turned off the fan coils on either side of the room. The pumps and pretend to grind fresh air, they ceased to complain to their usual weight. Some crunch complacency. The house drew perhaps a sigh of relief. The walls have not tasted a silence for too long. The lamps scattered on the furniture, already tasted natural twilight. A well-deserved break after so much work. For months the electricity cables had to scroll up in the morning. Screams, light, shock, tears. Already some small drops of sweat flowed from the sordid temples, grabbed the long neck to neck on chilly fall, after leaving my hair smelling. It was not the job. It was not fatigue. It was not sleep. It was not the wrinkles of a smile came too soon. It was not the heavy responsibility on the slender shoulders. It was not the bitterness of renunciation. It was not the wish of the late romantic words. It was not empty at important moments. Not even hunger. It was not the thought of her lips, engaged in conversation without words. It was not even the dark shape always uncertain and the partners who happened to be every time. It was not for the coffee to two taverns in the suburbs. It was not because the skirts are too short. Not for the lies. Perhaps even the stench of promiscuous lives that he brought with him from the dance halls where he spent the night. It was for himself, because he could not be strong enough. Uninhibited, clever, cynical, violent. He missed everything. It was a damn good man. Off the cliff, as the Spartans weak as an infant. An unnatural selection. Painful yet full of pity for the suffering to which evaded the unfortunate. He was chubby at birth. After the pat on the buttocks, he told his mother, uttered a cry from the first scare. The doctor said he was a boy strong and healthy. No one had taken the trouble to shove in your mouth an arm to search for those muscles that are not seen. No one can look through. Nor can they really do the thousands of modern machines. Wipe with your finger the two sentences on the piano. He wiped his hand on his trousers clear. He pulled the door behind him strong. He did not bother the keys. He smiled. No attention to the gas of the windows, lock the house of every petty. He climbed the stairs, with the nimbleness of a boy. One shoulder was enough to knock down the door of the attic. The Commander was away for a while. The goalkeeper had watered the plants at noon. No alarms. The cats knew him well, even moved when he entered, nearly falling, over the door lying on the ground. He went into the kitchen, drank water directly from the tap. He wiped the sides of his mouth with his forearm, without worrying about new shirt and starched. He took an apple from the old basket, bit into it. He smiled again. Was healing. That little cathartic path to liberation was making the soul back, like new, ready to be returned to the owner in exchange for some 'peace. He flung open the window. He went out on the porch. He squeezed his eyes to the harsh light of day. A strong breath. He spread his arms, as in the morning, just waking up and launched into a quick and powerful stroke. In a moment he was in a vacuum. He was already looking at the palace gradually disappeared from his view. The heart was beating strong. He remembered when a child told a friend that runs underneath, someone had died in the middle of fall, only to fear. He did not. He enjoyed the end. Speed \u200b\u200bmade his heavy body. The gravity holding out his arms as her mother never did see him come back from school. Impact against a tent flap, unfortunately open to stem the afternoon heat. The tent was broken with a sharp sound. He had shoulder pain. Was it during impact if the dislocated. I just cut trousers are tied to one of the aluminum arm that held the curtain suspended lungo la facciata. Un imprevisto. Con la destra ancora illesa cercò immediatamente di liberarsi per terminare il lavoro. Con la coda dell’occhio prima, con lo sguardo intero poi, guardò di là dai vetri. Era lei. Nuda. Teneva il portiere ancora dentro di sé. Entrambi lo osservavano ammutoliti. Attoniti. Increduli. Intontiti dall’amplesso e dallo spavento assieme. I pantaloni cedettero improvvisamente. Cadde ancora. Lo aveva colpito ancora. Era riuscita a negargli persino la soddisfazione piena di un gesto tanto estremo. La disperazione ebbe modo di attanagliarlo, di accompagnarlo al suolo. Ancora soltanto il tempo di pensare allo sguardo di lei quando avrebbe letto le frasi sul pianoforte. Nella stanza imprudentemente appena visitata, ai piedi del bed, lay the green plastic watering can. The porter had given water to the plants of the attic at noon. To have more time after lunch. They spent weeks because everything was settled. It was not easy. It was as if he had died of yellow fever in the Amazon. Applications, documents, annoyances. The widow entered the apartment to retrieve a few items. Feelings quite skinny, she paused beside the piano. He was completely covered with dust, because of some windows left open. A gray layer disturbing. She hated the dust. He left angry, never to return.

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